onedirection-whatif:

You go out to the movies!

parrrrtyharrrrd:

Don’t let weight measure what you think about yourself.

Honestly, I don’t know anymore. Whenever I think im good and over the depression it sucks me back in and traps me in it as if i was in a straight jacket. It pulls me into a place of sick thoughts and pain. I haven’t been this close to starting up again but i haven’t hit a low like this. I am pushing the blade away but when i do that i need something to pull close. There is nothing there. I am in a sea of agony and pain. Im ready for this bullshit life to end. There is no longer any reason to go on. I can’t seem to satisfy anyone and no one will ever be able to love someone who’s as fucked up as me. No one wants me. Let me go die in a ditch.

wildlywonderful:

^^^this